Gremlin In Scrubs


The Graying: A Chicago Winter
February 8, 2009, 5:47 am
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The graying, gaping sky is split

Each side a stretch of sunset lit

Across the glazing blue-green sea,

Upon the snow and back to me.

The cityscape between its jaws

Is slowly steaming as it thaws,

And raising eyes to what may be

A beauty born from tragedy.

Like shards of ice on rocky floors

Replacing smooth and sandy shores,

Or haggard limbs of crumbling brown

Replacing summer’s leafy down.

Or hearts grown cold from recent harm

Replacing those still young and warm,

Fragmented pieces of a soul

Replacing one still strong and whole.

Why are these raw and barren things,

So welcome in their wanderings,

How can such sharp and damp despair

Still lure us down and keep us there,

To slowly suffer life’s full force

Despite the writhing of remorse,

While we lie still in winter’s wake

And wait for gathered clouds to break,

To burst with warm and lustrous light

And dust the darkness from the night.



Cadaver Memorial
February 8, 2009, 5:46 am
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We may not remember that feeling of fear

That stirred in our stomachs on our first day here.

Or the raw recognition of our own defeat

When we first held a heart that could no longer beat.

 

We may not remember the rods and the cones,

The ethmoid or sphenoid or palatine bones,

Each circumflex, neural crest, ramus or rectus,

Or each tiny branch off the cervical plexus.

 

We may not remember each page that we read

About trochlear nerves causing tilt of the head,

Or the pathways that every red blood cell must take,

Or which kind of fall leads to which kind of break.

 

We may not remember each sulcus or groove,

Each longus or brevis and how they all move,

Each pterygoid, coronoid, cristae or carpal,

Which tendons attach to the first metatarsal.

 

The dermatomes, myotomes, orbital veins,

Adductors, extensors or quadrants of pain.

Nights spent with books somewhere no one could find us

To learn just what ends at the pez ancerinus.

 

But no matter how long it has been since the days

Of Moore and Persaud or Netter’s and Grays,

We will not forget how we all got our start

And the honest investment of those who took part.

 

And we’ll surely remember the sacrifice made

for foundations of knowledge and truth that were laid,

How these generous strangers were brave to instill

A trust in our touch and a faith in our skill.

 

How their deepest respect for the field we adore

Will bind us, remind us to always do more,

And the way they inspired us all to pursue

Greater meaning and purpose in all that we do.



Gremlin Lyric Poem #3…Strangely Applicable to Med Students

Young little gremlins

Won’t come to your room,

‘cause they’ve not yet learned

To control where they zoom.

But when little gremlins

Become gremlin teens,

All the teachers from Gremland

Know just what this means.

They’re ready for mischief,

And must learn the rules,

For choosing and using

Their best mischief tools.

But this time is confusing,

For each gremlin teen,

When their paws can move faster,

Than they’ve ever seen.

They get wild and restless,

Boisterous and brave,

And their instinct kicks in,

‘Til it’s hard to behave.

But they’re still scared of humans,

And all human ways,

So they must keep their urges

For mischief at bay,

‘Til they learn about humans,

And what humans do,

To deserve wads of gum

On their slipper or shoe.

So if you’re quite scared

Of the things gremlins do,

Remember these creatures

Are more scared

of…

YOU!

* It occurs to me that the relationship between medical students and patients is somewhat similar to that between mischief-making gremlins and humans. In both cases, the mischief-maker (or med student) is more scared of the helpless human subject than the other way around– fresh medical students in the hospital tread lightly, caught in a constant push and pull between wanting to single-handedly take over the procedure and wanting to remain on the sidelines to avoid any potential part in a catastrophe. Being chastised by the more senior members of their profession is to be avoided at all times. That is the story of Gremaline’s struggle as a talented mischief maker–in sneak-skirts or in scrubs, the same conflicts ensue.



Stitches
July 26, 2008, 4:59 pm
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The dreamer’s life’s a callus

Underneath the sole

Each step is felt, but only just

Only that which God deems must.

But real life is a wound so large,

So tender and exposed,

That though I stitch it tight with strings,

With every touch or step it stings.



Gremlin Lyric Poem #2

You might find it strange

To find fur on your floor,

Or small cookie crumbs

In a trail out your door,

But don’t be alarmed,

Or fall faint with fright,

It was surely just left

By your gremlin last night,

While he dodged, dashed and darted,

And zoomed all about,

Making mischief of some kind,

Before he zipped out.

But if you’re suspicious,

You’re smart to inquire

If there’s something you’ve done

That you did not admire,

If the answer is yes,

Then surely you’ll find,

That your gremlin has left

More than just crumbs behind.

But don’t try to catch him,

For surely you’ll fail,

You’re better off letting

His mischief prevail.

For gremlins are quick,

Sly, savvy and smart,

And they’re trained to make mischief

Right from the start.

In their big gremlin schools

Taught by masters themselves

They learn dashing through doors

And leaping up shelves,

And, Oh, such sly mischief,

That they’re taught to make,

When you see it you’ll say,

“Why, I’ve made a mistake!”



Gremaline Lyric Poem #1

If you’ve stolen some gum,

Or a sock or a shoe,

Or you’ve picked on someone

Maybe one time or two,

Or you’ve written a note

That was sassy and mean,

Or kicked out a Coke

From the soda machine,

Or taken three pieces,

When the jar says “Take One,”

Or done something naughty

Just because it was fun,

Then there might be some mischief

That comes to your house,

Shrinking your stockings

Or wrinkling your blouse.

A gremlin will dart

Back and forth ‘cross the room

Making his mischief

Just so you’ll assume

That nothing is different,

Each thing in its spot,

‘Til you reach to go grab it,

And realize…

It’s NOT.